I have often wondered if I talk too much;because many times I have noticed people do not want to listen to what I have to share. But of late I have realised that the problem is not my speech ; it is their ears. Today people have shut their ears to others problems just as they have shut their hearts to them. I too might be a poor victim to this growing trend, who knows! Sad if I am; because I try to listen to everyone as much as possible but despite that effort maybe someone very close to me goes without being heard by me. I am sorry for that . It is purely unintentional. Any ways this could be just an excuse like many others for instance, too busy, no time , too many speaking or worse I do not give a damn attitude! Just as poor listening can victimize you , similarly poorly heard is a greater threat to one's need for communication. This is what has been troubling me from ages . Initially I spoke less , was reserved. So everybody took it for granted that I do not have anything to share . I tried and I tried but all in vain and it is then I realised that why should I wait for someone who knows me well to listen to my stories of my sorrows or happiness. Why can't I just share it with random strangers who do not know me and will hear me ( through my writings of course!) with a more objective point of view and probably give me better and wiser advices through comments. I have experimented and failed throughout my life . No harm with just one more such experiment . More then getting any response it is the feeling of being able to vent my thoughts and sentiments is a much more liberating and exciting experience in itself . THAT IS EXACTLY WHY I NEED TO BLOG ! Hope this experience brings out a writer in me and most importantly pulls me out of the mundane sadness that blankets and blocks the freedom of expression that my heart and soul craves for. Hope this experience makes me happy again !
